…in the meantime we are already many experiences richer. in this mail i can
speak only for myself, but i am sure that my partner would agree with this statement. it is interesting to observe how reiki has entered my life. first an hour a day, but I had not yet noticed any difference, so to speak. except that the hour simply did me good, and this alone is worth a lot! Nevertheless, I must admit that I was a little disappointed. I can’t describe exactly WHAT I expected, but apparently more than what actually happened on the outside. apart from that i was annoyed by my thoughts during the treatment (always in circles) and very often i fell asleep and woke up somehow depressed.
then it was off to germany for the vacations. during the journey as a passenger almost constantly with reiki, the hands on the thighs. it’s been years since i last traveled this far and i’m sure i wouldn’t have ‘made it’ half as well without reiki. in the vacations then a little more careless, rarely conscious, hour-long self-treatments, rather now and then put the hands here and there. a little disappointed about the small effect, but in retrospect i have to say: nothing comes from nothing, right? for this we have studied reiki reading in depth.
despite these somewhat ‘disappointing’ experiences, for some reason i stuck with it and since mid july i have been treating myself for at least an hour every day. i look forward to it every time, the feeling is similar to being thirsty and then being able to drink. the changes i am now more aware of are very interesting. although i still usually fall asleep for a while during the treatment, it no longer annoys me. and the thoughts, they can now do whatever they want, they just pass by and I don’t pay attention to them. i feel physically and psychologically stronger, better able to cope with moods, and during menstruation reiki helps me like no medication ever has. i can now face these days without fear. the heat keeps me in the cool apartment, but without reiki i wouldn’t feel well here either.
beautiful are the moments when my partner and i treat ourselves at the same time and we lie next to each other on the bed and every now and then ‘überegüggsled’. a deep sense of belonging and gratitude that we can experience this together.
the experiences of treating other people are also very interesting. although i have only treated two people (a good friend and my sister), i have been able to mature a lot and partly feel what is important. a confident appearance (which is generally a problem for me and so i can strengthen my self-confidence), not imposing anything on the other person, giving him peace and love. so beautiful! so beautiful to give, and not always to take!
it is difficult to put all experiences and feelings into words. so much that happens on the emotional level and on the unconscious level (or conscious level, after all, i feel something changing inside me?). but probably i don’t have to describe everything in detail anyway, you have already made a lot of experiences with yourself and other people. I’m sure you understand what I’m trying to say in general.
joy, gratitude, trust. namaste, Y (multiple sclerosis)