The first inauguration almost a year ago is still unforgettable. It’s really an event that connects you deeply, I guess for a lifetime, even if you don’t know who you helped, you can hardly remember the faces – it’s something wonderful, unforgettable!
I had a long way to go – I also needed therapeutic help – but I managed so much.
I am now really glad that I can help myself – thanks to Reiki!
Nowadays the whole thing is called ADHD in children, when I was growing up I was the “Arschelä”, hypernervous, contact shy, not good for anything, well, at least this pronounced social anxiety has let me create a pretty difficult chemistry studies – had something good.
Reiki has an incredible stabilizing effect, I feel balanced, I can stabilize myself faster when I am upset and truly, for me even the smallest hills (figuratively speaking) were the purest 5000 !
I was always able to conceal this quite well and in fact most people were surprised when I gradually told them about myself and how I experienced the world.
With this way of living you miss a lot, you live very restricted because you often withdraw and you always attract people who take advantage of this “handicap”.
the hurt inner child always longed for support, for emotional closeness – I can give it to him now, the support, the love, the basic trust – that is beautiful!
I have also realized that if I am not willing to have certain arguments, they will enter my life more and more violently.
I am now really relieved to make a U-turn. I feel as if my blinkers had been removed, but I needed them (pure self-protection) in order not to go crazy. And now I see everything – it can not imagine anyone who does not know .
In August I received the 2nd initiation with a free Reiki teacher.
It was just the right time for me and she is a very very nice woman.
As I said, during this initiation my “inner child” laughed a lot, laughed really loud and I was very happy about it
The work goes on –
I wish you all the love
X.three months later:
….Despite the back-and-forth of working through my issues, I am grateful for the experience and knowledge that the universe is just. That where I abused power and where I allowed myself to be suppressed by the abuse of power, an energetic imbalance arises which will balance itself out…..
…this publication made me uncomfortable at first; when I covered up everything so assiduously and always managed to meet the demands of society – at the expense of my strength (and with a lot of nicotine!).
Psychologically, I am convinced that a lack of basic trust and ego strength is very pronounced in children who do not receive enough attention until the age of 3-5, for whatever reason. This basis is missing and shapes you throughout your life – even if you function, these people are the first to fall out of balance, become neurotic or depressed. With Reiki you get the opportunity to create this basis.